Thursday, March 30, 2006

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stupid eugene... u suck lar... stupid u... make my life hell in rulang... then make my life hell in NUS high? screw u... make me miserable is ur game eh? well... screw you... f*** you... dun u ever TRY to get in contact with me...

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KEEP OFF MY BLOG EUGENE!!!!!

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on a happier note... i got 24/30 for eng...*sigh* not so gd lar... highest was 27... ben... then wtf... i lost to jack??? no offense... LOL...

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

waiting...

waiting in sch now for jap lessons... decide to post on today now... ok... today was generally ok... maths was ok... nothing much happened... except that we all hv to take the SMO & AMC paper... so now from last year small pond big fish become a tiny fish in the ocean... *sigh* anyway... so its like... nvm... then chi... stupid lar... got back the chi ting xie... so its like... no big surprise... i failed... i din study wat...day b4 chionging hw like anything where go titme to study? so its like too bad lar... then teacher say one mroe itme i need to hv one hour of lessons a week... which i think i see it in my future really soon... *sigh* so its like... wat can i do? i hv ALWAYS been failing ting xie since last year... wat makes u think this year is any diff? so wat to do? ( dun say sud lor...)... ok... hv to go study jap now... if not ltr i fail my quiz... which i sure fail... i CANNOT memorise my katakana much or my voacbulary... *sigh* may update ltr...

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edit at 12:35a.m. 30/3/06 feeling angry
stupid lar... everything is so stupid... ever since i stepped out of sch everything has been stupid like shit... the talk bout Service Learning was pretty good... i mean genie lim is a gd teacher lah... y so many ppl hate her? so its like a lot of ppl signed up for the talk lar... including me n zuxin... knowing on that day got jap lesson... we purposely do one... LOL... anyway... jack... i know u hate me the whole of today... but its stupid its childish... so stop it ok? anyway... so i went home... at the 2nd link, as i gv the passport to the immigration officer, the stupid window went haywire and my head was chopped off... well almost... lucky the angle was not there... lucky my neck din kenna hit... but so darn freaking pain lar... even now still pain... stupid lar...

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randomnote: pangyasea rox!

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screw him

screw him

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

stupid

was travelling 'long the road
when a brick came flying from a load
smashed into the car windscreen

ok... i m so not cut out for poetry... anyway... stupid brick or watever it is... it just came flying from nowhere (ok.. not rli nowhere...)... and smashed straight into the windscreen... it was like in a 3d movie... with the effects being real ones... so it was like... the whole thing had caved in... sorta... so it was sorta a car accident i guess... oh n btw... the previous 100th post? tat was damn random... therefore, this is my so called 100th post... *sigh*

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100th post

yay.. 100th post... yay.. LOL... now wat?

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Monday, March 27, 2006

rewritten lyrics

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ok... too many random posts...

ok... ihv been writing too many random posts... i need to write bout real things now... b4 my blog gets labelled as the most random blog ever...

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y i hv these lines here? geez... i dunno... for fun? ok... this is getting stupid... lemme see wat i can tok bout... ok... lemme tok bout how depressed i m... wat bout? sry... cant say... some ppl may kill me if i said it...
ok... i m so depressed, that when i think of it, i get more depressed... and now i hv a list of depression songs... u get the picture of how depressed i m?

i m crazy... that y this crazy post...

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

wat do i want

random post
this is a really random post. it MAY get religious.

wat do i want on earth
apart from the sun and the moon.
wat do i want beneath
apart from the lords saviour.
wat do i want up above
apart from the undiveded love from god unto me.

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stupid me!!!

i can only say one thing bout myself...how cud i be soooo stupid?? i wanted to sign up for astro camp... but i tot that it wud interfere with my jap classes... so i din go... then landed up...it DIN EVEN INTERFERE... in fact... ifi went for camp... i cud hv gone to church... which i hv missed for like 2 years? =X... *sigH* then heard from jack he saw suh yee and christopher and a whole load of other ppl from CTSS... i wanna go n see them (as well as the stars duh...) ... i wanna go!!! waaaaa.... boo hoo hooo.... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA... LOL...

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

randomness

this post is random... ok... i hv decided on a list of depression songs... so far... only got 4... LOL... ok... sometimes they make me more depressed... sometimes less depressed... ok... =drumroll=

1. Sorry - Madonna


2. Come Clean - Hilary Duff


3. Genie in a bottle - Christina Aguilera


4. Perfect - Simple Plam

please do not take this list as an indication tat i luv madonna... ( i aint gay ) come clean is still my fav song... jus not on the top of my depression list... tats all...so theres that... lemme leave u with a cold joke...
Statistician Answering Machine
Hello, this is probably 438-9012, yes, the house of the famous statistician. I'm probably not at home, or not wanting to answer the phone, most probably the latter, according to my latest calculations. Supposing that the universe doesn't end in the next 30 seconds, the odds of which I'm still trying to calculate, you can leave your name, phone number, and message, and I'll probably phone you back. So far the probability of that is about 0.645. Have a nice day.

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Friday, March 24, 2006

thanks

this is a thank you list to all hu helped console me today afternoon after getting back the bio exam today...

thank you for consoling me

1. perry


2. jack


3. zuxin


4. ben(for toking bout photography which takes my mind off it... wait... did we tok?


5. i hate to say this... but arun... thanks...

if i forgotto mention names, tell me... i wasnt listening half the time... i was in a trance i think... *sigh*

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in this world

in this world
in this materialistic world we live in
in this world with nothing but being filled with loads of crap bout how u wun survive these days w/o gd education... no w/o a gd education will u hv a name made for uself...
gv.me.a.freaking.break
this is a stupid idea...
ESIP scholarship resuls came back recently... only zx got it... gd luck on keeping it zx... anyway... ONLY ONE PERSON GOT IT AMONG SO MANY LOCALS... so its like.... when some ppl told their parents... wth... the parents scold them like shit... (no offense to any parents... see my disclaimer?) so its like... come on... esip is not for EVERYONE... its only for the really elite so called... no off again... i seriously dn like how they select ppl for the scholarship... i mean its stupid to take a test... scholarships shudnt be gven out based on ONE academic perfomance... it shud be based on daily perfomance in sch... its realy unfair how some ppl who had not gotten it shud hv gotten it n how some ppl hu hv not gotten it got it... (umm... see my disclaimer...)... anyway... y i m sayign all this... not becos i din get the scholarship either... i din even sit for the paper... i cant... but its becos... i tink i gotta say something... cant keep it supressed too long... i need to voice out... anyway... got back bio... n i think... i'll look on the bright side... 41.5/90 is still 40% pass... so? i passed... no arguements ok?LOL...

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

Forests may add to methane levels, scientists say

Scientists in Germany have discovered that ordinary plants produce significant amounts of methane, a powerful greenhouse gas which helps trap the sun's energy in the atmosphere.

The findings, reported in the journal Nature, have been described as "startling", and may force a rethink of the role played by forests in holding back the pace of global warming.

And the BBC News Website has learned that the research, based on observations in the laboratory, appears to be corroborated by unpublished observations of methane levels in the Brazilian Amazon.

Until now, it had been thought that natural sources of methane were mainly limited to environments where bacteria acted on vegetation in conditions of low oxygen levels, such as in swamps and rice paddies.

Methane 'increase'

But a team led by Frank Keppler of the Max Planck Institute in Heidelberg, Germany, stumbled upon this new effect when studying emissions from the leaves of trees and grasses in conditions similar to those they would encounter in the open air.

To their amazement, the scientists found that all the textbooks written on the biochemistry of plants had apparently overlooked the fact that methane is produced by a range of plants even when there is plenty of oxygen.

The amount of the gas produced increased when the air was warmer, and when there was more sunlight. The paper estimates that this unexplained phenomenon could account for 10-30% of the world's methane emissions.

The possible implications are set out in Nature by David Lowe of New Zealand's National Institute of Water and Atmospheric Research, who writes: "We now have the spectre that new forests might increase greenhouse warming through methane emissions rather than decrease it by sequestering carbon dioxide."

Researchers warn it is too early to make assumptions

If this turned out to be true, it would have major implications for the rules of the Kyoto Protocol on climate change, which allows countries and companies to offset emissions from the burning of fossil fuels like coal and oil by funding the planting of new forests or the restoration of deforested areas.

But some experts on climate change science and policy say it is far too early to come to this kind of conclusion.

Dr Halldor Thorgeirsson, deputy executive secretary to the UN Climate Change Secretariat, told the BBC News Website that while the study was interesting, the overall impact of this newly discovered source of methane was still speculative.

"We need to look at this, but this study does not for example look at measurements of direct methane emissions from forests, and that is what is needed to get a better handle on what forests do for the climate," said Dr Thorgeirsson.

He added that the system of calculating forestry "credits" under the Kyoto protocol allowed for updated scientific findings to be included in the assessment of the climate benefit of any particular project.

Until we know how this process works it is really unwise to come to any conclusions Michael Keller US Department of Agriculture's Forest Service

The authors of the study themselves recognise that it is very difficult to quantify the global impact of this discovery since it is so far confined to observations of plants grown in the laboratory.

But it is already finding some corroboration from observations in the "real world".

The BBC News website has learned that a study soon to be published in another scientific journal reports high levels of methane in measurements taken in the Brazilian Amazon, an observation that contradicts conventional explanations for how the gas is produced.

Michael Keller of the US Department of Agriculture's Forest Service, who carried out the study, said the new process discovered by the German scientists provided a plausible solution to the puzzle.

But he warned against making any assumptions at this stage about what it meant for the climate impact of forests until much more was known about the way this new phenomenon operates in different conditions and among different species.

Complex relationship

Dr Keller said: "We know that when deforestation takes place we liberate large quantities of carbon dioxide, and indeed methane, into the atmosphere. We may be replacing that forest with vegetation which produces more methane.

"Until we know how this process works it is really unwise to come to any conclusions."

It is tempting to conclude from this new study that in some way we have been conned into thinking that trees were great for the planet when it turns out they might be helping to cause global warming.

In fact, of course, trees are neither good nor bad. They are just there, and if they are producing methane now they always have been in natural conditions.

The study highlights, however, the extreme complexity of the relationship between the biological processes of the Earth and the chemistry of our atmosphere - and how much there is yet to discover.

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=yawn=

in sch now... not knowing wat to do... jus sitting here all alone... hving nothing to do... jsu boring myself.... *sigh* boring... *yawn*

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new skin

ok... i din keep to my promise... but i was sick and tired of the old one... no offense to anyone... so i made a new one... and anyway.... i hv been feeling a bit depressed dejected right? so who wants to know bout my life? ok... tat was random... its not complete yet... cos of stupid chi n maths hw.. i hv been like... 5 min worth of writing.. look up... change for half an hour... " oh shit.. hw" 5 mins again... and then... so it may sitll be screwed up... dun mind it at the moment... oh n i dun hv a tagboard yet... will be up soon enuf...;)

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

sighs

*sigh* as per usual... on this stupid wednesday every week... i m left ALONE to do nothing at all in the library... cos... ppl like jack... joshua... cheeguan... will pang sai me n leave me here alone to wait for jap classes... maybe astro as CCA wasnt a gd idea... well... at least i got time alone to learn my katakane... which i m so doomed to fail... *sigh* then yesterday so depressed... seem into today... still so depressed... *sigh* should i continue to be depressed? or shud i jus... gv up?i dunno... i hv completely no idea at wat to do at all... *sigh* now all i can do is learn to no avail study for my katakana... even zx did penmanship... no wonder my learning attitude for jap so lousy... at least i noe my hiragana... *sigh* cant imagine katakana... stupid pangsaiers... leave me hear all alone lar...



sighing all day long... not knowing wat to do... shud i jus live with it?

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really depressed

i m so depressed... i really have no idea at all of what to do... i m at a loss... i cant think, i cant wonder, i cant feel... i hv no idea what a world i live in at the moment... i really wonder sometimes if everything that went wrong had to do with me... or actually... i think they DO hv to do with me... i mean... i do one bad thing... the domino effect jus goes on... it doesnt stop... even if i try to... i could only make it worse...


note:postwasmadeblindlywithmyfaceinmyhands

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

MyHeritage.com tried this for fun... and look what i go....matt damon!!!! lol...ok... ego...

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Monday, March 20, 2006

depression

i feel really depressed... i cant do anything right... i think i crushed someone today... big time... i really dunno wat to do wat to say... i hv completely no idea wat i m doing at all... i m really slowly coming down with depression m i?

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new school internet system

ok... i dunno if it was really a gd thing... but they made the sch's wireless network an open network... so now its like u can use the sch's network w/o config ur laptop... of cos u still need to key in ur username n password... if not wats the use? and to think i spent SO much time trying to configure to sch network... *sigh* stupid me... shuddaknown...

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

Sung in the tune of "Perfect" by Simple Plan

"Just need someone"

I just need to be
Told the stuff and do as told
Do you think it could have any harder
What do you think i do all day trying hard to hide away
Though I know it rarely even matters

So I really want to know it
Trying just to make it work
It's hard to do it all of it alone
I need to find myself
And from then wonder

Am I doomed to fail
No matter how hard i try
Its so hard
I just need someone
I can't give up yet
Not till I know the problem
Its so hard
I just need someone

Feeling the horrors now
I just wonder what to do
I am at a loss of what to do now
Everything i tried to do
All just crumbled away
And I can't be bothered to put it back

So I really want to know it
Trying just to make it work
It's hard to do it all of it alone
I need to find myself
And from then wonder

Am I doomed to fail
No matter how hard i try
Its so hard
I just need someone
I can't give up yet
Not till I know the problem
Its so hard
I just need someone

Everything I do has one flaw somewhere
And none of these flaws seem to just vanish from earth
I need help with something
I need help from someone
I really cant be
The hero thats in me

Am I doomed to fail
No matter how hard i try
Its so hard
I just need someone
I can't give up yet
Not till I know the problem
Its so hard
I just need someone

Am I doomed to fail
No matter how hard i try
Its so hard
I just need someone
I can't give up yet
Not till I know the problem
Its so hard
I just need someone

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

back from OBS...

finally back from OBS... n it was damn freaking FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...LOL... even the facilities were really better than wat i had expected.... much much better... we had BEDS!!!! can u believe it!!! BEDS!!!!!lol... and the toilets werent in the middle of the jungle either... ok... maybe when we went camping it was in the bushes or the drain or the sea... but at the bunk? YAY!!!!....lol.... ok... lemme do a run through of every single day...

Day 1

We had to report to school at bout 7:30am... which as usual... i m the earliest to reach... so we all reach the time... then we left... the school provide bus for us lar... to punggol jetty...so we waited in the sun for the boat to bring us there... meanwhile... because very hot right? i cant rmb y... but i lent jack my sunglasses to try... then zuxin said very punkish...lol... i suck in sunglasses ok? so dun ask me how i looked in it... then when we reach... we had to surrender all our distractions electronic devices... waa.... missed my handphone... we oso hv to surrender out wallet... already missing my $$$...LOL.... anyways... we were sorted out to our watches... i was in barker... LOL... cant rmb hu in history was called barker anyway... so.... we met our first instructor (Bibiana) ... everyone is suppose to hv one instructor throughout... but u'll see y i hv first in bold... so we went for kayaking lessons... so we were naturally in the water... so we were halfway going through TX boat rescue... when... =looks traumatized= bibiana got stung by a stingray... in really shallow waters... like... 1 feet deep? ok... not tat stingrays go really deep... so it was like in her foot... so when she got stung... it was like... "EVERYONE GET OUT OF THE WATER NOW!!!!" so we all got out... n we were wondering wat happened...(we din noe wat happened then...) so she started radioing for help... then we had to like get out of the water and go back to the kayak sheds while waiting for more instructions... feelings? girls were traumatized... n guys were like... umm.... roy was traumatized... the rest of us were speculating wat attacked bibiana... some said it was someone threw a rock... n hit her...=X... n some said... they saw jellyfish... then someone said flatfish... i mean... HELLO!!!! flatfish do not sting, bite, or attack humans... LOL... anyway... we were asked to stay there... then we had to wait for a new instructor... therefore... our second instructor.... which was a guy called wee hoa.... he started to go through with us our TX boat rescue... not b4 he asked us wat we hv learnt... which was like at least 2 ppl hv asked us b4 he asked us...=rolls eyes= anyway... so we went through the rescue... then as we weregoing through... they brought bibiana in a wheelchair to get onto a boat to get back to the main island... so we did our rescue... ok... we rescued our partner... so it like... ok... when we rescued them... then it was time to rescue perry n i... but i think our boat was too full of water... so perry was like cursing newton's 3 laws... so we somehow managed to get recued... so we got on... then we were told that conrad n roy's kayak was capsized 5 times!!! then roy kept singing "you're beautiful" n conrad was like... " i completely gv up on roy... i m so gonna totally swim back to shore if we capsize again..." then we went back when everyone was saved... then we had dinner... which i had to say... WAS NOT A DISSAPOINTMENT!!!! yay... we had caterers... ie... a foodhouse.... sort of like a canteen... minus the $$$... all we paid b4... but i think the attitude of the caterers SUCK!!! big time... shant tell u y.... ok... then we went to the multi purpose hall(mph) where we had a talk on safety... which somehow we got on the topic of stingrays(we had pretty much confirmed it was stingrays by then...) so we went back to the bunks after tat... where we prepared for the next day n went to sleep at 11pm... their rule... not ours... anyways... ding, conrad, perry n i shared one room... the girls shared one... n the rest of they guys shared another... so we went to sleep...

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Day 2

ok... today started at believe it or not... 3am... at least i hope for our bunk only... LOL.... cos roy kept singing lonely by akon... n it was like... damn freaking sickening n cold( i hope it was the wind... cant imagine a guys singing to be tat cold)... so i went back to sleep... with the blanket on cos it was freezing... imagine tat.. no aircon... oonly fan n natural breeze n yet it was COLD?! ok... maybe cos it was night... so at 4:30 am... roy sang "your'e beautiful" ... again... this time... i was so fed up... i dun bother to wake up... so i jus slept on... n i woke up then went for morning PT... where it wasnt so much of PT... dunno y they called it tat... anyway... after tat... we were introduced to our third instructor called chew yien... cos our 2nd one got bitten by a centipede in his sleep... na... cos he got course on thurs n fri... so on our first day with our new instructor... we learnt belaying... was damn fun!!! i lurv heights!!! so i went first... while i think kim belayed, sam anchored n perry assis belayed me... so i went up up up up up... ok.. .i exxagarated... so then when we reach only bout 2 metres up... we had to come down... cos it was practise so i was let down... no problem... kim, no problem... when belaying sam? ok... as sam was coming down... perry was belaying n i was anchoring... so the combined weight of perry n i cudnt cover sam's weight... it was like OMG perry was flying!!! ok... i was oso flying a little... had a little help from kim to get back on track if not both of us can say hi to martians.... so it was like we had lunch... then we had to get to belaying damn high up... on the inverse tower... but we lost a whole lot of things... so...waaaaaaa.... i got no time to go up the inverse tower... which was i think damn freaking fun lor... so darn high... i wanna go up!!!! no fair!!! sucks to all hu did!!! lol... then we hhad land expedition!!!! ok... not tat its fun... tats y all the !!! but cos it was umm... our first expedition? ok lar... we walked all the way to i think near the tip of the island... where we camped overnight... it was so damn freaking stupid the trekking... we had nav for nothing ( no offense to nicholas and perry) but it was like... we jus followed the ppl in front...tats all... n then we heard bout wild boars on the way to the camping site... which we din see... :( but the other groups saw... no fair... anyway... reach there... it was like the guys n girls switch roles... the guys cooked while the girls set up the umm... brashas... no tents... only brashas... ok lar... not all girls lar... me perry ding nicholas n i think one or 2 more guys cooked... while the others tented... so we cooked... nicholas did the rice... n nicholas... THE RICE WAS OK!!!! STOP REPROACHING URSELF FOR THE RICE OK? lol... so then i wasnt really hungry.... so i ate ltr... so after dinner... the dreaded part... washing... ok... maybe not dreaded... but dunfeellikedoing? ok... so we washed the messtins.... n everything else like the burnt pot... no off nick... so then we had to arrange sentry duty... n i did the whole night... from 11pm to 7am straight... ok lar... not really lar... i did from 12pm to 6am.... one hour to energise for the sentry... one hour to energise for the rest of the day... y we need sentry duty? well... we were at the gates of singapore... so called... so illegal immigrants can jus come in... so we had to keep guard... gosh... sound like guard dogs now... oh n theere were monks as well... (yes mel... get very scared...) .....so it was like... i woke up n stayed up... no one accomapny me... i accompany myself...LOL... na... there is always someone to accompany me... which reminds me...

THANKS (to all who accompanied me at night)

1. ding


2. aaron


3. reiko


4. zhong ming


5. melanie


6. renee


7. malaysia kelong karaoke no thanks... u were the on who MADE me wake up for duty...


8. arun's sleeping pose... no offense...


9. i cant rmb the rest... so soz... jus leave me a tag n i shall put it in if i see it...;)

ok so tats all for today when i slept at 6am... to tired... =yawn=

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Day 3

ok... this morning woke up... to washing... ok.. i kinda expected it the last night... cos jus b4 i went back to bed after sentry duty... i took a glance at the cooking area... ok lar... i tot... being the procrastinating me... tml then do lar... so we all woke up... n we were the last group to do the washing up... a bit paiseh ah... so we kept everything... the brashas... the floorsheets or watever u call them... so we kept everything... then... i think we pissed chew yien a bit off lar... she wasnt too happy when she saw how unorganizedtidy we were... so we took a long time b4 we managed to hv a morning circle... which did i mention happens every morning unless we are really, really, really late and in a rush... so we were the last to hv morning circle i think... so we got into our morning circle...then... ok.. i kinda feel like in a christian pT camp... no offense... cos we hv blessings... so we blessed each other... then we had the nav again... ok.. this time i fell it was impt to hv nav... cos we were finding our way to the peak of the island where we were the only group going... so we went trekking with our really really really heavy bags... trekking trekking... so... ok... we were on the way to the top of the hill... we met i think sui sen of sen sui... one of them... and they were like not telling us wat was up there... so we climbed n climbed n climbed... ok.. i think i m spamming far too much... so ok... we went up... and i think it was really worth it... i mean... from up there, we had the most magnificent view of the quarry... it was amazingly breathetaking... seriously... it was really wonderful... actually... we were suppose to raft in it... but because the monks had moved in n blocked up the entrance to the quarry... we cudnt go rafting... *sigh* curse those stupid monks... make us cannot kayak... maybe cos scared they come in sampans with parangs... (ppl in barker shud noe wat i mean... hehe...)... so it was like too bad... no rafting... so... we where up there with the magnificent view and eating lunch... which i din eat... i hvnt bin eating lunch when we go out these days... new weight loss programme!!! LOL... anyway.. lunch was rations... jus biscuits... so we went back down... after the wind at the peak woke me up... so we went down to our next station... which was the german girl shrine... ok... i dunno y when i heard shrine... i jus din like it... i dun like shrines ok? maybe cos of the incense... but maybe its a german's so no incense but no incense but i still hate it ok?the above was said in a moment of madness and therefore please do not bother to reaad deely into it
so we were bout to go into a fork road leading to the shrine... we were given new instructions... we were very a bit late... so we had to hurry up... if not die... we had to go back... so no shrine ... yay!!! so we went back... along the way back... something happened that really made me think a lot... i still wonder bout it now... whether i made the right decision... whether i had done the right thing... anyway... wats done done... its his decision... up to him.. i cant force him... so we went back... and when we reach bout afternoon.. so we changed into wet attire... to build raft... since we cudnt hv it at quarry... no choice.. sea... but not much time... only one hour to build... in which i slacked... hey! i wanted to do had to do sentry duty whole night ok? tired lah... need to rest... so we din finish the raft... so no choice... we went for dinner... after which we were briefed bout the sea expedition... which was really really cool... i mean... how often do u get to kayak for bout 11hours in total? i mean... its kinda cool.. u gotta admit... its way cool in fact... way way cool... so it was like... we had to beach up on pulau se********** (cant rmb) by 12pm... if not... nosh lunch... eating on the sea...LOL... so we all finally got to sleep in our bunks again!!! yay!!!! 2nd night in the bunk!!!!!!!!!! out of 4 nights! yes!!! ok... spamming again... so we went back to our really comfy beds... n slept... after we did all the packing... ok.. i admit... my packing is screwd up ok? i suck at packing... ok? i suck i suck i suck... ok... now i sound like jack... so anyway... we packed n went to bed... arranged time to wake up:3am... notice y i put this... u'll see...

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Day 4

ok... wake up SUPPOSED 3am... wake up actual... 30 min b4 we were suppose to report... o...k... srinath... i m not blaming you now ok? i wudnt hv woken up with the alarm at 3am either... so relax ok? chill... ah and perry really gv up on obs... if i hvnt mentioned this... on day 3... perry went to look for the instructor... he really wanted to go home maybe... i dunno... but mr lam(perry's dad) ... perry is not weak... as you had said in our conv at about 1am on the 19/3/06... he is merely.. possibly jus missing u guys ok? anyway... do not forget that he was sick the week prior to OBS itself... u cant call him weak for that can you? my sincere apolagies to all in which i hv offended by making this statement... but i really gotta voice it out... so stop having all those talks with him about quiting OBS alright? i myself had a really long talk with him too... so cud u jus lay off him a while n let him think? make his own decisions? he is 14 for heaven's sake... so we went kayaking... n i din hv a partner... so i had to go with anren from ACSInternational... not independant... and really sry for all the trouble i caused u anren... i noe u really wanted the single... i din want to complicate matters or trouble others either... but soemtimes.. things are jus beyond our control... so we went kayaking... in which anren lectured me a lot...(no offense if u r reading this)... but i was really lousy lar... first time.. no experience other than the practise.. in which i was lousy too... so it was like in the beginning anren was reallyo doing much of the work... in which i m really really sry again... so we had to work together somehow... n i think anren pointed out to me y my kayaking was lousy... my strokes... not complete... maybe tats y... well... hv to listen to the proffesional... anyway... we started really really really late in the morning...then we still had PT... which was kinda spastic... we had to play scissors, paper, stone to upgrade frm egg to chicken to eagle to superman to immortal... ok.. i had a straight path to immortal... but i was slow... so not top 10.... which was really really lucky!!! cos they had to sing... hehe... evil evil evil me... so they sang... the sch song... which was like only halfway through.. they din finish... so then we went for the sea ex... which was damn fun... again.. .i apologise to anren... i din want to be ur partner any more than u wanted to be mine in the beginning... although ibecame to be known as 100 horsepower over time...LOL...













ok... i think i m too tired to continue the other days at the moment... so ltr i continue... after the sea ex... i feel like i m still in the kayak whenever i sit down n sometimes when i stand up... WhOa!!!! KENNETH OVER BOARD!!!LOL...


spactic me

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

OBS

*sigh* OBS is tml n i hvnt even started packing...n i m not too sure if i m really keen bout OBS*sigh*

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

perfection

made this in like 2 min? simple yet elegant as i call it... ok.. maybe not elegant... but simple?

killed a couple more people at 2:39 pm

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Friday, March 10, 2006

new bg...

new bg again... y do i keep doing this u may ask? i like... cannot ah??? LOL... anyway... u may notice this bg might me up 2 days earlier... cos... it feels like a hol today... n i heard some not so gd comments on the earlier one... therefore.. tada... though... i jus realised... i think i should hv widened the bg size n shortened it... hu cares... wats done done... n i cudnt find a place to put the 4th link... so u gotta click on the wisemen's face...LOL...;)

i noe its suppose to be a manger... but i cudnt draw one... n i cudnt draw a proper cave... therefore.. the thing at the side...LOL...

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Thursday, March 09, 2006

last day of sch...

its the last day of sch... for my sch at least... hehe... can go back exsch suan ppl... hahas... anyways... ben got back news af whether he could go to Obs.. i mean after all the tests they did on him... they gotta let him go isnt it? lol... wells.... not too sure if i m gonna look forward to OBS... anyways...while i m at OBS... i will not be able to blog... yes i noe u'll miss me... n i'll miss u too...
LOL... na... either way... jus b4 the OBS starts, i'll change my bg to go with new song of the 2 weeks... cos i cant do much on a non updating blog can i? so can i say i wud go hiatus starting monday? imagine my mailbox...

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HAHAHAS

hahahaha!!! umm.. ending might be M18...

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

erms...

erms... i hv no idea wat to say bout today... other than the fact i got my laptop to the sch network... (no more suaning me jack) i think nothing else much... unless u include getting a certain something....(hehe reiko... when can we use it???) oh... n umms... i found out somemore tings from my patients LOL... may seem big... may not.. dun really care bout it at the moment.. tml got phy... sure die die die die die die... eh? y m i spamming my own blog? LOL... then i jus finished my maths journal... except qs 5... soln... shit... oso got chi...!!! how how how??? heck lar... tml go to sch n INFER... keyword... INFER...LOL... yeahs... then i think i wanna seriously start thinking bout working hard... i dun wanna fail my phy or chem or chi! ok... tats 3 out of 5 oh no... better buck up ah me... i mus work! mus work! mus i now? LOL...

ifeelthedarknessloomingupaheadofme...doinow?

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psychiatrist

i seriously think i hv a future in psychiatrism...LOL.. thick skin...hehe...anyways.. why i say so... becos umm... actually... my eself is bette rused to talk to ppl, console ppl... resolve conflicts... n INeffectively... scold others... or myself... ok.. i admit.. i m slowly going insane... i m now making notes of my patients??? i m crazy!!!WHEE!!!LOL

note:i m insane...


My patients wud alays be kept confidential... so dun worry...

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

nothing to do

i hv nothing to do say i hv absolutely nothing to say... got back chem today... did... umm... well... i passed.. accordding to mr sukandar... 17.5/40... he said 40% n above is a pass... well i passed... i think i din so well this time is cos i dun really get what mr suk is teaching half the time... i jus look like i understand then ask mhy riends after that... n still dun get it... guess best t ask him... soz mr suk if u r reading this... i hope i m not doomed bound to pass fail... chi... well... i got one mark more than ben! yes! n one mark less then jack...:(... anyway... jack failed by one... wat does that say bout me? LOL... btw... if u r wondering i got so many del n ins tag... i m trying to suan a friend...hahas... evil me...

sigh

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Monday, March 06, 2006

sorry

sorry if i pissed of reader of my blog when they saw the mass spamming of my own blog... i was really damn pissed off myself... but nvms... put the past behind...even if it is in front of me everyday... hu cares?

i'm sorry i cant be perfect

anyway... i got A-for my bio bridging... can i say yay? i hope it included the exams...

please

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Next BG

ok... i intended this for next week... but i started first... so look at it n tell me where i shud correct it...

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

Microsoft iPod

man... if this product really came out... i'll be the first to grab it...after bill gates...


hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

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new skin

seriously.. .i dunno is it is a good thing to do this... a new skin each week...

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Saturday, March 04, 2006

new skin... again...

i think i m tired of hving this as my title all the time... therefore... announcement... i will change my skin once a week... to go with my song of the week... but in the even that i hv to go mug... too bad...LOL... as weiying said... its like a snake moulting...

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Friday, March 03, 2006

test week

this whole week was full of tests... jus hope i dun die

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

note: earlier entry was made in a moment of confusion and disgust of stuidity f the arrangement of exam and HW system...

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RIDIKULUS!

i wish i could say ridikulus at my Phy HW as well as my chem n geog test tml and turn it into something amusing in the hope of it being a Boggart... *sigh*
=waves wand feebly=
ridikulus...*sneezes*




theboggartisthereforyoutoridicule

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