Need to leave now Need to hide fast Whats to do now I mean I need to be gone In this world where I need to hide away from all the truths and facts that run this earth from this point forth I need to hide Away from all these eyes
Backstab me then pull it out What else can you do (Oh...) I mean look 'round look at this earth (Whoa...) Its a mess now With people like you around Whats there to do 'bout it now Don't do nothing to change it now 'cept to wake me up
Need to leave now Need to hide fast Whats to do now I mean I need to be gone In this world where I need to hide away from all the truths and facts that run this earth from this point forth I need to hide Away from all these eyes
Backstab me then pull it out What else can you do (Oh...) I mean look 'round look at this earth (Whoa...) Its a mess now With people like you around Whats there to do 'bout it now Don't do nothing to change it now 'cept to wake me up
ok... i noe i often dun repeat the lines that jj does in eng... hahas... cant think of any lyrics... hahas... i guess i best stick to changing R&B songs to Love theme... rather than liddat... hahas...
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omg my blog is like... the least updated among all my blogs... other than the grey family.. =X... mus do something sia... hahas... so sian ah monday hols hahas yays admin for lvl blog nice sia will link ltr hahas sianz merger wif zm's grp? maybe dunnos for sl lar hmm might see first mus majority say yes hahas had a nice tot yesterday dismissed it yesterday will nv happen haiz will it?
happy bdae to zuxin and john if either of u read my blog hahas i dun think bahhs do u? tag me if u do can or not? hahas... sian ah i screwed up the chem test so did everyone at least i hope i mean even zm say he fail liao i mean if he fail i not jus single digit i nth hahas now ben n i hv a wager who score lower, pay one dollar hahas ok i noe i m lame i m spastic hahas shud i be scientifically spastic or wat? hahas celebral palsy sia hahas happy bdae once again to zuxin and john
hahas... i jus feel like laughing hahahahahahahaha poor jc kid sad case but stupid thing to do jump off cos his *tooot* too short sigh this world is going down the drain
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wells... i mus stop posting with the word wells as a starter... ok... rnt they the same? nvm so it was like this am jam like sh!t if sh!t can jamso jam jam so i reach sch at bout 7:30so like 15 min do nth when am assembly over liaothen the module selection for next sem geez shud i take music theory?
Completed Basic Musicianship or have obtained ABRSM Music Theory Grade 3. Students with no background may take this module (additional help will be given).
thats wat they said so can i think i dunno shud i? can i cope engchi malay jap music art chem bio phy math wat else? can i manage not? can lar theory < grade 5 is ez if i rmb right grade 5 is when the thing suddenlt crazy liao sian ah then i wanna kill joshua stupid him i wanna kill him for that i shant fix his blog=P na not so petty n bad still i wanna kill him lehs argh sian ah tml nth to hand up wat to do? pretend to do hw so can keep the modem on pass midnights lors hehes... evil sia me...
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wells... i mus stop posting with the word wells as a starter... ok... rnt they the same? nvm so it was like this am jam like sh!t if sh!t can jam so jam jam so i reach sch at bout 7:30 so like 15 min do nth when am assembly over liao then the module selection for next sem geez shud i take music theory?
Completed Basic Musicianship or have obtained ABRSM Music Theory Grade 3. Students with no background may take this module (additional help will be given).
thats wat they said so can i think i dunno shud i? can i cope eng chi malay jap music art chem bio phy math wat else? can i manage not? can lar theory < grade 5 is ez if i rmb right grade 5 is when the thing suddenlt crazy liao sian ah then i wanna kill joshua stupid him i wanna kill him for that i shant fix his blog=P na not so petty n bad still i wanna kill him lehs argh sian ah tml nth to hand up wat to do? pretend to do hw so can keep the modem on pass midnights lors hehes... evil sia me...
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wells... i mus stop posting with the word wells as a starter... ok... rnt they the same? nvm so it was like this am jam like sh!t if sh!t can jam so jam jam so i reach sch at bout 7:30 so like 15 min do nth when am assembly over liao then the module selection for next sem geez shud i take music theory?
Completed Basic Musicianship or have obtained ABRSM Music Theory Grade 3. Students with no background may take this module (additional help will be given).
thats wat they said so can i think i dunno shud i? can i cope eng chi malay jap music art chem bio phy math wat else? can i manage not? can lar theory < grade 5 is ez if i rmb right grade 5 is when the thing suddenlt crazy liao sian ah then i wanna kill joshua stupid him i wanna kill him for that i shant fix his blog=P na not so petty n bad still i wanna kill him lehs argh sian ah tml nth to hand up wat to do? pretend to do hw so can keep the modem on pass midnights lors hehes... evil sia me...
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wells... i mus stop posting with the word wells as a starter... ok... rnt they the same? nvm so it was like this am jam like sh!t if sh!t can jam so jam jam so i reach sch at bout 7:30 so like 15 min do nth when am assembly over liao then the module selection for next sem geez shud i take music theory?
Completed Basic Musicianship or have obtained ABRSM Music Theory Grade 3. Students with no background may take this module (additional help will be given).
thats wat they said so can i think i dunno shud i? can i cope eng chi malay jap music art chem bio phy math wat else? can i manage not? can lar theory < grade 5 is ez if i rmb right grade 5 is when the thing suddenlt crazy liao sian ah then i wanna kill joshua stupid him i wanna kill him for that i shant fix his blog=P na not so petty n bad still i wanna kill him lehs argh sian ah tml nth to hand up wat to do? pretend to do hw so can keep the modem on pass midnights lors hehes... evil sia me...
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wells... i mus stop posting with the word wells as a starter... ok... rnt they the same? nvm so it was like this am jam like sh!t if sh!t can jam so jam jam so i reach sch at bout 7:30 so like 15 min do nth when am assembly over liao then the module selection for next sem geez shud i take music theory?
Completed Basic Musicianship or have obtained ABRSM Music Theory Grade 3. Students with no background may take this module (additional help will be given).
thats wat they said so can i think i dunno shud i? can i cope eng chi malay jap music art chem bio phy math wat else? can i manage not? can lar theory < grade 5 is ez if i rmb right grade 5 is when the thing suddenlt crazy liao sian ah then i wanna kill joshua stupid him i wanna kill him for that i shant fix his blog=P na not so petty n bad still i wanna kill him lehs argh sian ah tml nth to hand up wat to do? pretend to do hw so can keep the modem on pass midnights lors hehes... evil sia me...
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jack got me on this song now i m happIER compared to jus now Lol jj - jiu shi wo
if u see me playing the song I believe in you (Je Crois En Toi) over and over again on my msn... best advice... either consuel me only if u can or dun tok to me unless i tok to u ...
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ok i hv guilty conscience i din set up blog write so short right? Lol so anw sian ah got hw wanted to go hot air balloon stupid hw in the end dun want go leh cycle and lose some weight lol... i need to lose it all Lol hahas... sad lar i wanna swim these days no more swimming boo hoo last yr almost every weekend go swimming waaa i wanna the swimming... Lol so how? no swimming sad sniff sad nvm sian ah i wanna sleep but i cant hw eng n maths journal stupid dng think we all right brained? i dun work well with notes liddat lehs... i not rightbrained sia stupid then still got eng speech tml sian ah
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aint been cycling in ages jus came back ok 4 months from cycling a bit of difference to suddenly get back on the bike mus get used to the sensation of walking up and down the steps Lol... hope i dun walk liddat in sch tml... if not i may jus whoops... fall...
Lonely the path you have chosen A restless road, no turning back One day you will find your light again Don't you know Don't let go be strong
Follow your heart Let your love lead through the darkness Back to a place you once knew I believe I believe I believe in you Follow your dreams Be yourself an angel of kindness There's nothing that you cannot do I believe I believe I believe in you
Tout seul tu t'en iras tout seul Coeur ouvert à l'univers Poursuis ta quête Sans regarder derrière N'attends pas Que le jour se lève
Suis ton étoile Vas jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte Un jour tu le toucheras Si tu crois Si tu crois Si tu crois en toi
Suis ta lumière N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes Au fond de toi souviens toi Que je crois Que je crois Que je crois en toi
Someday I'll find you Someday you'll find me too And when I hold you close I know that it's true
Follow your heart Let your love lead through the darkness Back to a place you once knew I believe I believe I believe in you Follow your dreams Be yourself an angel of kindness There's nothing that you cannot do I believe I believe I believe in you
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wells... today was ok went for jap in the am then went lazing round in the aft aft was rli slacky i din do anything today dingo church mom wanted to go home earlier dunno why nvm
random... still stuck on jesse mccartney today cos i din hear any other gd songs today sad case
JESSE MCCARTNEY LYRICS edited from "Because You Live"
Being here all day long without a thought As you watch the clouds go by Grab your shoes as you spot something moving fast As you run out you just tear now Down your cheeks they flow I need to know what's going on now Though it seems to just scream in my face
Oh I just love you Oh yeah I love you with all my heart right now (Oh Yeah) Oh I just need you To be what I need to survive this round
So it seems, you left me, never to come back Then I cry, seeing your back as they walk on by Its so hard to give up and now its all gone I need you here to be by my side Oh yeah I need your warmth and your comfort Someone's eyes who I can look into
Oh I just love you Oh yeah I love you with all my heart right now (Oh Yeah) Oh I just need you To be what I need to survive this round Oh I just need... I do...
Walking down the path of life with you I just stumble as you try to pick me up I wanna complete this whole with you
Oh I just love you Oh yeah I love you with all my heart right now (Oh Yeah) Oh I just need you To be what I need to survive this round
Oh I just love you Oh yeah I love you with all my heart right now (Oh Yeah) Oh I just need you To be what I need to survive this round Because I just love you
ok... almost forgot to blog today hey my aim is to blog AT LEAST once a day tat y in bout 3 months i got 100 posts liao
k today was reiko's bdae i was evil din gv her hehe i broke liao lar Lol sorry reiko if u r reading this happy 15th bdae anyway gosh 15 sounds big rli big i wanna be 15 i m still months from it *sigh* well lucky i not josh or arun or cait nov, dec too bad Lol jkjk but 15 is like maturity... ( in my case, spasticness) i dunno 15 seems rli big when u come to think of it to a kid the 2 big ages 12 and 15 they are the big ages y? geez i think cos 12 is like... no more primary sch... onto highsch and for 15 is like... in america... one more year to driving license in singapore... time to do chin ups =P
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argh stupid mom jsu becos my nick she see not happy she complain wth... she so inflexible for wat? so wat one she... wth... my msn acc lar not urs u go screw urrs up if u want dun come n tok ot me bout mine now
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yes i m addicted to this song if u saw me online from 10pm to 2am... KELLY CLARKSON LYRICS
"You Found Me"
Is this a dream? If it is Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe
You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me
So, here we are That's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe
You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me
And I was hiding 'Til you came along And showed me where I belong You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know? How did you know?
You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me
(You found me) (When no one else was lookin') You found me (How did you know just where I would be?) You broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see The good and the bad And the things in between You found me You found me
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sigh all i can do all i want to do all i need to do all that is me all that i did is all that i wanna do all i wanna do is sigh to cry to die away to cease existence away from here never to be seen again
well... made a new bg from a new font... dun think anyone wants is anyway jus put for fun n i think only some ppl use 1280x800 n i m lz to make a normal screen one altho it takes like 1 min?
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wells... jus finished geog hv to do gambling then py report wif dan my life hectic found a nice font today anthology
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in geog now pretending to pay att m not duh lol she think i m taking notes i m not duh blogging suaning josh with how i type altho got typo faster than him lar n no need to see the com sad lar for him hahas... he cant cycle cant type fast Lol lame la -_-'''
ugh... sucks to msn not jus mine i hope shut down of msn no notice wtf screw ms... not literally please... i mean... come on! i survive on my blog n msn! if one dies... i still half alive both dun die pls?
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hahas... watch it and u will know... duh its not real lar... anyway maths test today got back 21/30 ok lar considering only a few ppl got above 20... so can lar i hope tml got matrices... short post tdae plenty to do bz me
to celebrate... i jus post lyrics... cant see how to change this... guess i only change sad songs... VANESSA CARLTON LYRICS
"A Thousand Miles"
Making my way downtown Walking fast Faces pass And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead Just making my way Making a way Through the crowd
And I need you And I miss you And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time Would pass me by 'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you Tonight
It's always times like these When I think of you And I wonder If you ever Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong And I don't belong Living in your Precious memories
'Cause I need you And I miss you And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time Would pass me by 'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you Tonight
And I, I Don't want to let you know I, I Drown in your memory I, I Don't want to let this go I, I Don't....
Making my way downtown Walking fast Faces pass And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead Just making my way Making a way Through the crowd
And I still need you And I still miss you And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time Would pass us by 'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you...
If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time Would pass me by 'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you If I could Just hold you Tonight
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wells one word i need golf balls dun think sick ok? i need for phy airlift howhowhow dunhvdunhvdunhv howhowhow??? argharghargh then ben dun wanna to lend me hmphs howhowhow? noe i die lor thx to ben's selfishness=x n my parents threw away all our golf clubs away long ago along with the balls waaa so how? who can sponsor n deliver to me by tml am? plsplspls i need the balls dun think sick again argh
wells... today was not bad airlift did some things act... cait's dad did..=P thx a lot mr yao!!!! hope those blisters heal quick well jap was ok considering i think this time i din fail i hope at least i dunno hope i m DEFINITELY addicted to "Far Away" and "Walk Away". Lol
ok lar... i admit i suck at css... ZM!!! tell me how to set scroll bar transparency???????
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new skin SOON... alr... new bg = new skin right? no more complainging weiying... heres a preview... look at the pic w/o the text... if u feel its too gd to resist... ( dun say anything zm unless its something gd to me... Lol...) jus dunno whether to use as a bg or as a header... comment pls... pls... n i rli mean pls...
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never realised how nice walk away by kelly clarkson was until i saw it on someone's playlist... so i played it... then i watch the mv.. .not bad... Lol...
Right here, Right now You cry, I weep Gone now, You leave What's the reason behind this No more now Can't take it now There is no use for me right now Its so hard to let you go just like that now
Oh I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
You run now, You leave now Its time for me to go But how can I go when you here now need me most But the truth is I need you now And I just have to be with you Its so hard to be away from you now
Oh I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away (So far away) Been far away for far too long So far away (So far away) Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know
I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go (Keep breathing) Hold on to me and, never let me go (Keep breathing) Hold on to me and, never let me go
oh well... i changed the lyrics... only the content... ie... anything not the chorus or the bridge... going to paolo's and SL's blog somehow got me stuck on this song
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argh... new skin... so wats the new theme? had an idea it left me dunnos lar... maybe tml continue... wait... i mean today... its 1am...
yes!!! i m back!!! my laptop too got back today tot it will take till monday landed up so soon... yay...
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argh will only get back laptop on mon... cos fri hol then 2/3 days so weekend i cant collect so how? monday lor sad lar siana h now i m sianing myself away still got jap then i forgot to bring my stuff... sian ah.. stupid me how i forget????/ argh... missing pangya liao...
wat am i doing in this world of nothingness with no knowlede of what to do with no knowledge of how to live
wat m i doing to be alone to be wat i wanna be without me
i rli dunno wat i m doing now i rli dun so jus leave me be dun nudge me dun hint me i need no hints jus lemme go
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well... using my dad's laptop now... i miss mine... type faster wif mine... not as much mistakes... i wanna my laptop back!!! i want it back soon!!! waaa... anyway... warranty is int... so i think latest is thursday it will be fixed... i mean... shud be lar... tml afternoon send it in... then thurs aft or eve or am get back... hope lar... anyway... y i used my dad's slightly laggy laptop but not as laggy laptop to ost is cos i wanted to commend on arun
arun, u hv improved today and taken all our advice if we gv any into consideration. i hope u do keep up this attitude and hoep that the class can still remain as 06301 of nushs as a whole. u mus rmb that sometimes, ppl make jokes of u for comic relief (david ng)... u dun see rajashi roy toking back to david n g do u? well... saw that u kept that in mind today... keep up the gd work...
waaa!!!!! i miss my music!!! wheres my madonna? where my evanescence??? Wheres my ljj? wheres my britney spears? wheres my ricky martin? wheres my james blunt? wheres my BEP??? where are they??? i want MY laptop back!!! now!!!!!! waaaaa!!!! :'(
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my laptop kaput.. so die lor wun come online to blog in a few days *scowls* waaa.. unless i use a pair of pliers... or tweezers or a pair of nail clippers... i duno no now... later i m gonna miss pangya
I have no idea what I am or who am I You gave me much more than I need so please no more... Oh no Cause you have hurt me so much now for me to patch it up somehow There's gonna be some hard work now... Oh yeah...
(Leave me now) Leave me be right now (Go away) I don't need you 'round (Let it out) I just gotta let it all out now (Leave me be) I don't need your help (Go away) Make sure you go now (Let it out) Just don't put me down when letting out
Without you I feel much at ease Although this ease is not a breeze Knock me out and revive me Just come back now
(Leave me now) Leave me be right now (Go away) I don't need you 'round (Let it out) I just gotta let it all out now (Leave me be) I don't need your help (Go away) Make sure you go now (Let it out) Just don't put me down when letting out
Leave me be now (Its just now you and me and you had better be me) Leave me be now
What am I doing in this place all alone without you It is so hard to be with you and then just part like it all did
As I've said now You need to be without me although I see no possibility Its been time to be with you and now The time has passed and on has gone right now When I see you there standing alone now I wonder if you wonder what I am You have to be Leave me be now
(Leave me now) Leave me be right now (Go away) I don't need you 'round (Let it out) I just gotta let it all out right now (Leave me be) I don't need your help (Go away) Make sure you go now (Let it out) Just don't put me down when letting out
Leave me be now (Its just now you and me and you had better be me) Leave me be now
as arun apologised on his blog, i shall too... arun, sorry for all the offensive blog entries / tags on all the tagboards, inclusive of the class's, mine, and urs... however... i see no use in apologising if u still do not attempt to change urself for the better as zm's entry in the class blog had said,which i shall post here due to the fact that the class blog is temporarily down.
as stated on unparalleled-.blogspot.com at 09/04/06 2:50pm GMT+8 Face it guys (and gals), we have been too mean to Arun. I know he has been irritating, idiotic, egoistic, spastic and lame at times, but we can't just keep on being bad to him. He has been irritating us with his attitude for the past one term, and we have had enough. But have we told him to change for the better? No. This is plain Singaporean style. Complains only. We should give him positive feedbacks. Get hiim to change. We have to be different in handling such problems. One thing is for sure. He has been trying to change. He has been asking for opinions on how to change himself. Look people. He is going to be our classmate for the next 4 years. We can't just ostracise him in 3 months. It's still a long journey, and we need everyone! And Arun, defending you without you changing is pointless. You had better change or this post is pointless. spill the urea and ammonia...
arun as u see here, we do give u chances its if u take them i hope u do take this one last chance i m giving u this is probably the 6th time if u do not notice the other chances i hv given u
msn is screwed up more generallyspecifically windows is screwed u microsoft is screwed up not the first time it blocked ppl for me w/o me knowing n then hv to go thru like dunno how many parties for me to unblock freaky friday msn...
Edited from yi qian nian yi hou - Lin Jun Jie Dragging my feet along I just tear right now I have no idea how to go on You just gave right up on me I need some help Maybe not now I dunno I need to see the light sometime now If I were to Be with you now I would Try hard to be alone again
It is so hard to be myself When I try to I just fall I just need to hide away from you The feelings that are now But I mean What is life without The smiles on your very face now? I just need to be with you right now But I know That its almost not gonna be true
Its so hard now When you know now This is just not gonna happen anytime soon When I see you I just wonder how I am gonna be there for you
It is so hard to be myself When I try to I just fall I just need to hide away from you The feelings that are now But I mean What is life without The smiles on your very face now I just need to be with you right now But I know That its almost not gonna be true
When I see you standing all alone I wonder what to do
But I mean What is life without The smiles on your very face now I just need to be with you right now But I know That its almost not gonna be true That its almost not gonna be true
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yes!!! gotten back the Wizard's Ordinary Magic and Basic Aptitude Test (w.o.m.b.a.t.) test results from www.jkrowling.com/en and guess wat? for a guy hu hasnt read harry potter in like 6 months and doesnt use HP lexicon to cheat? i got an acceptable? yeah man... i luv meself... aftereffects of yesterday... *sniff*
today got astro... was so fun... hahas... man... jack, josh, cg n i shud seriously join talent search next year... sure get champion man... lol... and then jack and cg say i can sing! ok... like i din noe that... Lol... only eng songs... n i always tot i was out of tune... seriously... can i sing? i mean its like... wait a min... if my voice is broken (more or less) and i can sing... hey... career in music!!!! Lol... abs syndrom!!!! mus not let it get in me!!! Lol...
*note* i hv been tying this post in a rli fake happy tone...*note*
Oh n joshua sim... i rli tired to do ur blogskin... but i try to do asap? sry...
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This is to say sorry to all i have offended not mentioning names cos it makes it worse sorry for all i did for all i said for all that has been coming out of me of these days of late
To be with you is just a dream To see you now just makes my heart beat Having lived for such a period It is time to be What I need to be now You often look at me with those eyes I look away wondering what I am to do now Should I approach Or should I just stay It is just so hard To make up my mind (Oh...)
In this place that has no name I just want to see your face When I close my eyes, there you are, right there now But its so hard to see through all these tears Just a moment says it all I just need to be myself I can't keep on supressing these emotions One day they have to come out and show the world what they are
To see you now It makes me bleed For I know now There's no way round it To have it all Is not what I want It is not my day It is not my time now I look around Just wondering what's next I need to go To a place without these worries Where I can be Without what I have But to have instead what I really want (Oh...)
In this place that has no name I just want to see your face When I close my eyes, there you are, right there now But its so hard to see through all these tears Just a moment says it all I just need to be myself I can't keep on supressing these emotions One day they have to come out and show the world what they are
In this place that has no name I just want to see your face When I close my eyes, there you are, right there now But its so hard to see through all these tears Just a moment says it all I just need to be myself I can't keep on supressing these emotions One day they have to come out and show the world what they are
no prizes if u guess what tune this song is to... hint: its a chinese song... big hint for those who know me...
ok... its either i m going crazy or i m still sane... with a different view of chi songs... i suddenly like a few chi songs... not all take note... y? jack says zx's influence... maybe... naa... maybe partly... mainly was cos the talent search lar... sing so horribly... make me wanna here the original version to get over the horrible voice lingering in my head... their horrible version should seriously be somewhere else... like singapore idol rejects !!!!! Lol...
to kill time... i went to the audi at 4pm to watch the school talent search... hear the first song... man.... how on earth they chose ppl to pass the auditions??? even i can sing much better than that... i mean... come on... off pitch, off tune? I CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER!!!! COME ON! GV ME A MIC! GV ME A SONG! (ENG PLS) I CAN BELT IT ALL OUT FOR YOU!!!! LOL... i mean... seriously... anyway...had to leave halfway for jap classes...dun wanna be late ever again... so its like... we went for it... ok... dun wanna tok anymore... hw...
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ok... in the library now nothing to do dunw anan study jap dun wanna do anything thinking of "joke" for ben for his still picture movie did that in sec one now then he do? sian ah wat to do? dun say anythign shawn so how? no editing wait i got it na lost it i think i m being influenced by zx blogging in one liners...
lucky me i can on ly say one thing ok maybe not rli lucky but still... i had luck in the unlucky incident... praise the lord more like lar... ok lar my laptop fell flew skidded and landed up 5 metres from where it started out die liao switch on works!!!! yay... i m alive ok...maybe not i mean the cd drive there is a little bit dented nth a soldering iron cant solve anyway who cares? still in sch was slacking in geog listening to music and josh attempted to sing to my english version of qilixiang... ok... i m definitely listening to this song too much.... *edits* notethis is free advertising for acer... so say thx acer... anyway today was ok maths again was gd chi was ok chem was fun... considering it was prac n joshua tried to suan us with his height just a bit taller than zm n me... overall ok qilixiang is getting a bit crazy in my mind eh? *edit*
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ok... maybe i m listening to qi li xiang too much... it is in my depressed songs list... therefore it is played often... therefore while listening to it today, i suddenly imagined a dance routine to that. *disc scratch* ok... edit edit edit... pretend you never heard that... =X LOL... =P =D >.< i said music video din i? not dance routine... dun get the wrong ideas... LOL...
well... today was ok... i luv pe... i dun like eng when ms sim picks on me... factor n remainder theorem is fun.... ok... lets revise... Biology well... today we did on the nervous system... the spinal cord, the nerve cells... etc...
Physics ok... i understand a bit more or less ok? n the report i did? screwed up... i messed it up a lot... so luckily mr j ang is kind and understanding... is he? so he allow us to hand up tml am b4 he comes in... which i sure one lar... i everytime come so early... LOL....
MATHS yeah man... i luv maths... full marks for quiz... again... LOL... n i undestood remainder and factor theorem easily... ok... now i am starting to sound like abs func... LOL... anyway... i copy zm n signed up for open category of SMO... well... y i sign up? its jus a try... taste how it is like... altho i ne i sure get less than one mark... in fact... if i can get more than 0, i alr very the happy...
English well... today we did on speeches... and shu hui and siqi "transferred" out of my grp... and then hongbo and joshua transfer in... that makes it
Kenneth
Caitlin
Joshua
Hong Bo
so now gdbye siqi n shu hui... hello joshua and hongbo... darn... thx to josh i lost my highest in grp for eng... lol
PE!!!! ok... it was fun... esp... *the following content has been censored for certain reasons so as to protect the blogger's privacy and if u wish to know more, please contact him*
nothing i m telling you... maybe i will if u ask nicely... which i won't
well... lets hope this post puts a stop to all random posts... ( i said hope ok?) well.. anyway... my song writing rate has gone up... from 1 song in 2-3 weeks to 2-3 songs in a week... for those who can do the math... (ie, ppl who are NOT like arun... ) calculate... its a gd thing? or a bad thing that this rate increases? geez.. i dunno...
actually... i know... but for those who know what i m when i write songs, keep it to urself... well... i think u noe now...
the folowing song is dedicated to zuxin n jack cos i wrote this while toking to them on msn... as if that helped... lol... jkjk....
Sung to the tune of Qi Li Xiang by Jay Chou
Trying hard to breathe In this world of this century I look at you now Just wondering what to do I have no idea how I shall just go about this I really want to tell you now, what I feel (Oh yeah)
For you now, how I feel I just need to be honest. Its hard to hide the truth away from all these preying eyes I just need a moment To be with you to straighten it out Its really time when I just need to tell you the truth
(reff) I fall apart And you do nothing but to pick me up I grab your hand And you just shove me once I'm on my feet You run away And leave me thinking if I should just do suit And then i just break down right now and cry
I fall apart And you do nothing but to pick me up I grab your hand And you just shove me once I'm on my feet You run away And leave me thinking if I should just do suit And then I just break down right now and cry
I fall apart And you do nothing but to pick me up I grab your hand And you just shove me once I'm on my feet You run away And leave me thinking if I should just do suit And then I just break down right now and cry
Don't turn back, not right now There's nothing to see but misery Its all arranged for me and you and all of us right now I need to lose you first before I can get you back now Its just so hard for me to look on the bright side
I fall apart And you do nothing but to pick me up I grab your hand And you just shove me once I'm on my feet You run away And leave me thinking if I should just do suit And then I just break down right now and cry
Right now, I sit in a corner and cry my eyes out You walked right pass Without even dealing me such a glance ( Oh no ) To me, this love for you is just not gonna happen I should just have given up when I could
ok... i admit... i hvnt been going for church service in like 2-3 years? so its like this afternoon when i went it was like... ok... same things... even the flickering lights ( on purpose) which i dun think i will ever like... well... still as hyper a service... me? not as hyper a christian... (hey... i will ok? lol...) ... so anyway... its either they hv gotten richer$$$ or my memory is failing... DRY ICE???? ok... i noe my church is rich n all... but dry ice? seriously... if they use t for every service... in a month... the youth ministry would have spent at least $1000 just on dry ice...
i shall now declare today lecture day cos of all the lecture i had... i had 3 in total man... 3... LOL... i mean first it was coordi geom... ok... maybe NOT REALLY LECTURE... cos it was the test... not the lecture... so maybe not counted lar... but i count it anyway... so its like after that it was chem which was like bout 2 hours i think... nto too sure... anyway ... after that...we had lunch... then phy consolidation lecture... which was still a lecture... so after that... we go lib n finish our chem HW... ok lar... not rli lar... play pangya oso lar... not me... zm played my acc... make me trashed by josh no offense... so i lost to josh lar... or technically... zm lost... so anyway... i did my chem... and for once!!! i udnerstood chem!!!! thx zm... so for once in my life i understand chem... ( IN NUS HIGH...) ... so ok... we had astro... b4 tat dinner... in which we went to MacD... cos jack hvnt finish... so we leave him behind in sch to do finish his chem... then we bought back for him... i pay... see i do kind... then i oso din ask him to pay me back...see i so kind... LOL... anyway... so we packed... then suddenly *boom* n hilary duff came singing "let the rain fall down and wake my dreams..." ok... tat was lame... so it was like it starting raining... n i din bring umbrella... anyway... i love getting wet... so its like i dun care lah... i one hand hold coke... then i jus walk/run back... only when heavy then i run... josh hold my food... i chiong... cos josh got umbrella... so he walked... cg n i chionged... ok... i was wetter than cg... cos cg used the umbrella... but i dun care lar... i luv getting wet as said... so i was wet... then we went back it was like damn freaking wet lar... but hu cares? anyway so i ate up my fries... then chat with zx a bit... then go for astro... then we did theory cs rain was falling.. shit lar... diagnostic test so many wrong... ok... i not sure... heck lar... i dun give a damn (yet)... n today zx said i said somehting which i dun rmb saying... *sigh* m i hving amnesia?
kenneth sylar
nus high sch of math and sci student
year 5
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16 going on 17 221091 libraaaaaa
gonna be wanting!
lotsa pressies on my bdae
less homework less tests a pet(:
definitely not wanting this year or the next...
ppl like *ahem*ahem* more hw more tests black tube