Thursday, January 31, 2008
the cookie monster part II
now playing:
- Like Whoa - Aly & AJ
... continued from previous post...
He dragged his feet across the floor, making little effort in keeping his entrance a secret. His ragged jeans long enough to sweep the floor with, he walked closer and closer to me. Close enough that I could smell the sweat off him.
"Moo...", the cookie jar went. Damn. He took a cookie.
I turned the handle. Great. He locked it. Not a matter. No door can get in my way when I've gotten pass the main one. Out came the hairpin, and there went the door. The red lampshade stood impressively against the sheets, scattering the room with scarlet light. The radio clock stood on the other end of the bed, blinking.
"He's not in here... Where could he be?", I had definitely not planned this.
I crept towards the door of the shower, and pushed it slowly aside. Not sitting on his throne. Not in the shower. Where could he be?
An owl hooted in the distance. I stepped out of my underwear, and into the guest room shower. As the cold water ran pass my face, I recounted the number of times I had even been into the guest room. I always hated the curtains, for one. If I ever had my own say in the interior designing of the house, I would definitely go for something much brighter.
Washing the shampoo suds off my hair, I spat out what went into my mouth. God, why must shampoo be basic. Grabbing a towel from a nearby towel bar, did I seriously realise the consequence of both me and my wife never entering the guest room.
I walked out, dripping naked, and went for the cupboard. At least I kept some spare clothes of mine in there.
Toweling my hair dry, a sudden ring broke the silence.
"Where is the love~ Where is the love~ Where is the love... Oh..." A bright light shone out of the pocket of Daddy's pants, which he had left on the floor in front of me. I heard as he ran down the steps, 2 or 3 steps at a time, to answer it.
"Hello?"
"What time will you be back?"
"OK. Will settle my own dinner then."
"Jared? Weren't you supposed to pick him up?"
With that, he gave a frantic look around.
"He's probably in his bed right now. I'll go take a look..."
"How the hell was I supposed to know? You are always..."
His voice trailed off.
A sudden ring had broken the silence.
He's still downstairs!
No, I had to do this silently. I couldn't risk being heard by the neighbors. No struggle. No phone calls. I waited in the shadows of the Master Bedroom door. As he ran across in his underwear, I shrunk in, for fear of detection. He still had the damn phone with him.
"You are always assuming I know EVERYTHING! Keep me informed once in a while would you?"
Ah... The wife... She's next...
to be continued...
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the cookie monster
now playing:
- Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic
Felt bored, so I decided to awake my murderer in me, by writing of murder =D
The cookie monster
I had entered the house I so hated. All it took was a hairpin. This is too simple. I picked up the knife that was always seated on the kitchen counter top, as good as new. Sitting down on the sofa, I twirled the ceramic knife in my hands like a conductor with his baton
He obviously did not see me as he walked in. I gave him a minute's headstart, before getting up. Walking towards the first room on the left on the second floor, crimson drops of blood dripped down from the tip of the knife onto the parquet beneath me.
"You cannot live... You cannot live..." I muttered under my breath, with renewed excitement in my voice.
Another day at the office, another day at hell. Turning my keys in the knob, I entered the house wearily. The lights were off. The wife was probably still at work, the child not picked up.
I made my way upstairs, only stopping to strip myself down to my underwear. Guess since no one was home, I had plenty right to enjoy myself.
Turning the handle of the master bedroom, I found myself locked out for the 3rd time that week. That's it, I'm hiring another locksmith.
Sighing to myself, I turned the knob of the door opposite. Blue light cast upon me from the window opposite. I hated using this room.
Mom had gone out after receiving a phone call. She forgot all about me. Again.
I made my way downstairs, step by step, for fear of tripping in the dark. Why didn't they make the switches high enough for a 4 year old?
Reaching up, I took the cookie from the cookie jar. Mom never really makes them. She doesn't know that I have found the bags from Famous Amos and all the other catering services in the trash. Wonder why we own a knife.
A certain jiggling sound attracted my attention. I turned my head towards the door with the shaking doorknob. A familiar shadow stood outside the frosted glass. I immediately darted straight into the cabinet below the counter top, hoping that I could be as quiet as possible.
Staring through the crack of the doors, I was transfixed as he entered the house.
It was him.
... to be continued...
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Wheeeeee
now playing:
- Say OK - Vanessa Hudgens
Yay! I'm so happy I got such enthusiastic juniors in robotics =D
Just 1 day after uploading them files have they exploded my bandwidth ^^
And I have 1GB of it a day o.o
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Monday, January 28, 2008
=D
now playing:
- Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic
You know, sometimes I thank msn for having emoticons. I guess their main purpose is really there to cheer you up.
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the word
now playing:
- Mercy - OneRepublic
Somehow, everytime I'm sad, I have the people around me and msn to cheer me up. For example, I don't want people to ask me why I'm sad, so I don't show it to them. So, I always inject a "haha" into every statement I type.
And that cheers me up =D
I hope.
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all i need... what do i need
now playing:
- Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic
I often feel that I'm using music and lots of banging here and there on pipes, walls and all sorts of stuff would take my mind off it.
It just never worked.
I wonder how many panadols does it take to make it an overdose?
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
Nothingness
now playing:
- Nothingness - Kenneth Cheah
[Not part of the song]I you want to know how to sing it, ask me? But I made it up as I went along really...[end]
Ever wondered what it's like
To be ignored.
Ever wanted to
Just have, somemore
And I just need you to say
That I love you
But you said
You said
[Chorus]
Nothing at all
You didn't say a word
You left me alone
In the cold out there
Oh you left me all alone
Without a flame to hold
And all I knew
Was the fact that we were gone
Oh... Nothing... Nothing at all...
[/Chorus]
Did you ever need someone,
To spend the night with
Did you ever wonder why
You were never here
And I just need you to say
That I love you
But you said
You said
[Chorus]
Nothing at all
You didn't say a word
You left me alone
In the cold out there
Oh you left me all alone
Without a flame to hold
And all I knew
Was the fact that we were gone
Oh... Nothing... Nothing at all...
[/Chorus]
Oh and you left
Without a word
Without a sound
Without a step
You left me all alone
And all you said
Was we were gone
And nothing...
Nothing...
Nothing! (Oh! Yeah!)
Nothing at all
You didn't say a word
You left me alone
In the cold out there
Oh you left me all alone
Without a flame to hold
And all I knew
Was the fact that we were gone
Nothing at all
You didn't say a word
You left me alone
In the cold out there
Oh you left me all alone
Without a flame to hold
And all I knew
Was the fact that we were gone
Oh... Nothing... Nothing at all...
(Nothing... Nothing at all...)
[Not part of the song]The hostel is forcing us to remove all copyright materials from our computers. So that will probably be the last time you see a song posted in my blog. *Sigh* I need an iPod.[end]
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turn around~
now playing:
- Turn Around - Samantha Jade
I'm bored. And this is my 492th post. Let's now wait.
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
funny
now playing:
- 安静 - 周杰伦
I feel... Funny...
After all this time of staying at the hostel, I have yet to tell my own mom that I love her. And miss her cooking.
Or at least my bed.
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Boo... I hate lack of inspiration
now playing:
- Heads Will Roll - Marion Raven
Definitely not one of my best skins... =(
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nothingness
now playing:
- Nothingness - Kenneth Cheah
Hmm... Although that means I'm not playing any music right now, maybe I should write a song called "Nothingness"... Sounds cool...
People have been telling me their O level scores for the past week (from Thursday at least), whether good, or bad. Sometimes, I wonder, if I had stuck with Clementi Town, how would I have fared now? I'll certainly have gotten a bad one for Biology, so I probably would have taken double science. I'm not a humanities kinda guy, so I'm pretty much screwed. I doubt I would have gotten any CCA Leadership positions back there either... So... Probably a double digit for L1R5...
Hmm... Ah well.
I shall go think of something to write for "Nothingness"
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
OMG OMG OMG YAY
now playing:
- Leave (Get Out) - JoJo
OMG YAY.
I got B3 for Chinese ^^
OK, I know its not all that good, but
I think I could have done better though... =(
Ah well (:
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JUMPR
now playing:
- Mercy - OneRepublic
OMG. Just watched the trailer for "Jumper" at www.anywhereispossible.com
So. Cool.
Whoa.
Like Whoa.
I shall learn how to teleport too and hope that the gene is somehow in me.
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Fever
now playing:
- Like Whoa - Aly & AJ
I feel hot. As in temperature wise. I think I'm coming down with a fever =(
I'm crying deep inside daily.
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lazinessssss my bestest friend (:
now playing:
- Like Whoa - Aly & AJ
I shall break my promise =(
Will change the skin thsi weekend. Not today. Too lazy.(:
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Randomnesssss
now playing:
- Like Whoa - Aly and AJ
I really think that AJ is prettier than Aly. Hmm... Random (:
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Sylar. Pwns. Your. Ass.
now playing:
- Falling Away - Marion Raven
Well... I've booked this URL as some of you may know (:
So I'm using it now. Cos I suddenly remembered I'm no longer Juvenile T_T
I want to be young again =(
So, a new skin will be up by Wednesday night latest, I PROMISE!
I think.
Any inspiration?
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yay its me
now playing:
- Goodbye Apathy - OneRepublic
Taken from Nicky's Blog
OMG ITS ME.
I mean, how do I lean on myself though... I don't understand...
Hmm...
Ah well. I rock (: So do you Nicky (:
Yay. I just realized I'm still in the holiday mood because of my blog skin. Will change soon. Along with a brand new URL (:
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Youth Olympics (:
now playing:
- Here I Am - Marion Raven
Yay. Singapore won the bid for Youth Olympics 2010. Now, I'm supposed to change the tile we have to "Singapore 2010 Youth Olympics" instead of the "Support Singapore 2010 Candidate for Youth Olympics 2010.
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
So long... Apathy~
now playing:
- Goodbye Apathy - OneRepublic
I can't sleep now, no, not like I used to
I can't breathe in and out like I need to
It's breaking ice.. now, to make any movement
What's your vice? You know that mine's the illusion
And all at once (As I'm trying) I can help you out
(Just to keep things right)
I'll be what you need (I kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
Goodbye apathy, so long apathy
So don't sit still, don't you move away from here
So goodbye apathy (As I'm trying), so long fancy free
(Just to keep things right)
Goodbye apathy, (Kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
I don't wanna be you
I don't walk right, not like I used to
There's a jump in my step as I rush to see you
I could be happy here as long as you're near to me
As long as you're close to me
Now that I'm alright (As I'm trying) I can help you
out (Just to keep things right)
I'll be what you need (I kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
Goodbye apathy, goodbye apathy
So don't you stop pushing me, I can take so much
So goodbye apathy (As I'm trying), so long fancy free
(Just to keep things right)
Goodbye apathy, (Kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
I don't wanna be... you...
Everybody is watching you, everybody is watching me too ....
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
hehe nick(s)
now playing:
- The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide Is Press Coverage - Panic At The Disco (Yes, they have omitted the "!")
Hehe... Robotics people should get the joke...
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first CCA of the year
now playing:
- Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic
Finally, CCA has started. I wonder if I have been dreading it or what... Anyways, we have a humongous intake of new students for Robotics, such that the number of new hands make up more than half of the current intake now! (You do the math.)
Hopefully them kids will be extremely enthusiastic about robotics, seeing that some of them have actually quite good experiences in competitions such as NJRC and WRO... So, as a icebreaker,
But needless to say, that game shud be played in a group of min 10, max 20 I guess...
Following Robotics was
How many NUS High School students does it take to fix a telescope?
I never got my answer.
Nicky said that I didn't have much respect from the club after CCA... Coming to think of it... How true... I'm now gonna force you guys to greet me before CCA starts (: J/K!
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
all i need... is you
now playing:
- Say (All I Need) - Dreaming Out Loud
Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted
Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold
Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it
Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold
Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)
I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it
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hmms...
now playing:
- I'm With You - Avril Lavigne
I'm not emo la... I think I no longer am at least...
Hmm...
Who am I kidding?
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
what's hope
now playing:
- Mercy - OneRepublic
What I feel now, is indescribable. Should I forget? Should I let it pass? Do I lose hope?
What's hope?
Apparently, it's an album!
Please don't mind this pathetic attempt to cheer myself up.
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Monday, January 14, 2008
Whee
now playing:
- Mercy - OneRepublic
Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a moment every fix
All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy I fear
Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you
Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you
Whoa Whoa Whoa
Before just the daylight
Come and I stand by
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Flying to nowhere
Is better than somewhere
That's where I've been and nothing's changed
All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy for sure
Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you
Whoa
I feel you
Whoa
I'm so lost in you
A tredgy seemed to be over now
A tragedy it seemed to be
Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you
whoa
I feel you
Whoa
I feel you
Oh Whoa
I feel you
Oh Oh Oh
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
stupidstupid
now playing:
- Come Back To Me - Vanessa Hudgens
Whee. I HATE VANDALS!
And migraines.
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
emo
now playing:
- Breathless - Shayne Ward
If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do
And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made
And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless
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sian
now playing:
- Feedback - Janet Jackson
Whee. I'm bored. Study time in 5 minutes. I have no idea how we are going to unveil all 4 pieces of the board.
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Monday, January 07, 2008
yay
now playing:
- Key To My Heart - Craig David
Finally, the wall is done. Will unveil it soon (:
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i hate it =(
now playing:
- Air Hostess - Busted
I hate the new timetable =(
Boo! 45 minutes periods! And such long breaks =(
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
O'08
now playing:
- Crashed The Wedding - Busted
Orientation '08 was extremely fun, but not the part of chasing teachers to print their tiles =(
But I'm still glad that after our insistent pushing, many teachers came (: and I'm sure they enjoyed their tile painting.
I just saw the timetable. I have absolutely no common classes with her except for mentoring...
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Thursday, January 03, 2008
whee
now playing:
- 3am - Busted
Boo! In hostel now. I really do hope that orientation turns out well...
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
hostel
now playing:
- Tell Him - Shayne Ward
I'm in the hostel now. T_T
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i asked you to dance at the disco
now playing:
- She Said, I Said (Time We Let Go) - NLT
My blog is worth $2,822.70.
How much is your blog worth?
I feel so cheap. So if I sell this blog, I can buy only $2000+ worth of stuff? It better be USD.
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Moving in soon.
now playing:
- Hey Kid - Matt Willis
I'm officially moving into the hostel very soon. By 7p.m. And I'm gonna be very very bored. Whee. Say goodbye to good internet T_T
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