Thursday, July 31, 2008

bahs

now playing:
  • Tell Me Something I Don't Know - Selena Gomez

I have a 2.4km run tomorrow, and my muscles near my ankle still hurts. I've been stretching it for ages though D= I'm so gonna die tomorrow. But I still can't sleep now cause I'm talking to someone on MSN. Bahs.

killed a couple more people at 11:55 pm

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lalala

now playing:
  • Leavin' - Jesse McCartney


No wonder they have a band called "The Foo Fighters".

I knew 2 guys who were surnamed "Foo" who were placed in positions of disciplinary power. Fortunately, the first guy was strict, but nice.

This guy, has probably never even heard of "Sakae Sushi", or eaten anything else apart from... Um... Nothing?

Oh wait I have no idea who I'm talking about.

Neither do you =D. I'm quite sure.

On a less "stupid guy" note, tomorrow is the 2.4 km run. Although I think I have trained adequately for it (Thanks Shawn!), I do not think that I'll get a nice nice timing either. I'm hoping for at least... 12-13 minutes? Not that I think its possible though... Training since Monday doesn't really build my stamina that much... What's more with all the food later... But then I have to help stain a treasure map so I'll have to give it a miss... Ahh!

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

ahh

now playing:
  • Someone's Watching Over Me - Hilary Duff

I just realised, chinese songs really affect my mood. Heavily.

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

yayness blooddd

now playing:
  • Back At One - Mark Wills

Whee! I just confirmed that I'm eligible to donate blood! So whoopee (Actually, I still have a bit of fear of poking that needle into my skin...) But yea! But I wonder if I do need to have a blood test or something first so as to make sure I definitely don't have anything wrong with me or not...

Eh by the way, although I may seem to have a certain fetish with blood or something given my umm... Alias and what-not, I fully reassure you guys I'm not a part time vampire or something, although I do like the iron taste of it...

And here's a song lyrics I'll leave you guys with!

now playing:
  • Bottom of the Ocean - Miley Cyrus


It's been in the past for awhile
I get a flash and I smile
Am I crazy
Still miss you baby
It was real
It was right
But it burned too hot to survive
All that's left is
All these ashes

Where does the love go
I don't know
When it's all said and done
How could I be losing you forever
After all the time we spent together
I had to know why
I had to lose you
Now you just become
Like everything I'll
Never find again
At the bottom of the ocean
Dodod dododo
Dododo dodod
Dododo dododo

In a dream you appear
For awhile you were here
So I keep sleeping
Just to keep you with me
I draw a map
Connect the dots
With all the memories that I got
What I'm missing
I'll keep reliving

Where does the love go
I don't know
When it's all said and done
How could I be losing you forever
After all the time we spent together
I had to know why
I had to lose you
Now you just become
Like everything I'll never find again
At the bottom of the ocean

This is it
Let go
Breathe

You don't have to
Love me for me to
Baby ever understand
Just know all of the time that we both had
And I don't ever wanna see you sad
Be happy
I don't wanna hold you
If you don't wanna tell me
You love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for the both of us
To say be happy
Dodododododo
Be happy
Dodododododo
Be happy
Dodododododo
Be happy

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Saturday, July 26, 2008

The end of something, the dawn of something else.

now playing:
  • Bottom of the Ocean - Miley Cyrus


And today ends the whole week after week of Installations at various schools. Met quite a lot of new people along the way too! Today ended with ACS(I) and ACS Intl. Unfortunately, didn't get to meet Gareth D=.
Am I more worried for them or just...?
Its been a whole flurry of events for me. I have no idea why I'm blogging quite often these days, but Shawn just suggested that I should parodical lyrics on my blog, due to my capability of crapping out some stupid some lyrics whenever I forget the lines or I am bored. Somehow, all that I have placed on my blog are... Lyrics of... Umm... Maybe I shouldn't use the word Emo-Ranting... I have another blog for that. Maybe I should try to write some of these parodical lyrics. Except that I need a theme! So, please, suggest something, and a tune (if not I can easily find something to go with it =D)
For example:

For now, I shall leave you a picture of us at ACS(I)!

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Friday, July 25, 2008

Whoooooo!

now playing:
  • Leavin' - Jesse McCartney

OMG WHOO OMG OMG OMG WHOOO.

Pardon the lack of proper English. But I just got back my AP results from Mr. Uy cause the mail didn't come for me. So, when I saw my Chemistry grade, I jumped and yelled in his office :X (Oops!)

Haha...

Anyways the marks are as follows:
Calculus AB: 5
Chemistry: 4 (I know the highest is 5, but I actually expected a 3 or something... So... YES!!!!)

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Bahs

now playing:
  • Why So Serious? - Hans Zimmer


Honestly, maybe I am giving myself too much. Or just that everything is coming in at a rush now. I try to make it a point as much as possible to play a few games of Arimaa a week, but somehow sometimes I just find myself too lazy to load one. MatLab is fun so far, Robotics T-Shirt just finished the design. Next up will be Interact Camp as well as a whole lot of other stuff on my mind.
She said "I just noticed xxxx?"
Hmm...

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Monday, July 21, 2008

getting over

now playing:
  • Like a Dog Chasing Cars - Hans Zimmer (The Dark Knight OST)

Someone said this to me very recently.

"I have gotten over it long ago." (Sorry for quoting you, rest assured who you are will be kept a secret.)

I really wonder, what exactly it is to have "gotten over something". How does it ever feel to get over the death of a love one, or to get over something as miserable?

I recently found XXX's blog, and it really... Well it's not a good feeling. All this while, when I'd thought it was all behind me, and all left far far away, or at least kept in a little jar I would never have to open again, its like the jar has been reopened, and the distance amounted to nothing. It's like a wound cut open again, over and over again.

Sometimes, I wish humans were born void of feelings. Then I thought again, without the ability to feel, how would we know how others were? Would we still be cavemen now, with the inability to feel curious so as to pursue the advancement of Science? Or maybe we'll all be just easily satisfied. Ah yes. Maybe I would rather all humans to be born easily satisfied. Like that, it doesn't really matter if we feel we have done enough, cause it definitely is.

Who am I kidding?

On a lighter/happier note. I love it. I really love it. I wanna (not really) make love to it if I could. It's. So. Good. I love it.

I'm of course talking about XXX XXXX XXXXXX!!!

Please ignore this completely if you felt it has been a meaningless post.

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Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Claudia

now playing:
  • I Don't Want To Miss A Thing - David Cook

Walking along the dark pavements of the city, Claudia wrapped her coat tightly around her, holding her purse closer. It has been rumoured that there had been several incidents of "special circumstances" which had happened around that area, none of which anyone did dare to discuss given the political instability at present time.

"Damn it, where's a man when you need one?", she questioned the darkness before her.

As though in response, footsteps that seemed so far away minutes ago sounded right behind her now. Not daring to turn around, for fear of her own life, she quickened her pace, and started turning into a smaller, darker road, the irony of which was that it would actually lea to the town hall, where a celebration of sorts should have been going on then.

Behind her, the footsteps sped up too, as though chasing her. She finally mastered enough courage to steal a quick glance behind by using her handy make-up mirror, only to experience an electric current of 1000 volts course through her body.

"Got another one here. Doesn't look like its her though. For one, she doesn't have the mark.", Marcus's said into his walkie, while inspecting "Claudia's" body.

"Ditch her with the rest. She can't be too far off. We need to get to the original before they do." came the reply from the other far off side.

"Got an ID. Claudia #179096..." there was a falter in his voice.

The voice on the other end kept silent. It was known that the original could duplicate herself, but it just didn't seem possible that she had more than a million copies by this time...

"Sir? What's your next order?" crackled the walkie in his hand.

"Just bag her. We still need to get her, no matter how many more there are. Check if this one has anything special and inform me as soon as possible."

There was a pause as to the strange order, before Marcus replied, "Roger that. Over and Out."

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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

goodbye. friend.

now playing:
  • Love Me, Leave Me - Kat DeLuna

Here's a letter I wish to write to someone, but I doubt he/she would even be reading my blog.


Hello XXXX,

Can't possible use "Dear" now can I? I mean "Dear" is used as a salutation when you are addressing to someone dear to you, like a future boss, partners, friends. I have no idea which one of those categories you could be in, so I'll just stick to "Hello", just like how yellow is supposedly gender neutral.

We met 3 years ago, through someone else, and over time we grew closer, we shared almost everything together.

Whenever you had some troubles, I would help you. When you didn't understand something, I would also take my time to slowly explain it to you. When you are pissed off and angry or just ranting, I would listen slowly and give you proper advice.

Yet recently, you claim all that I do is because I'm jealous, and you have lost your patience with every "huh?" I type. And that I have changed, and somehow, to change is to commit the worse sin known to all man. Somehow, all you want is a friend to be perfect.

Unfortunately, I am not perfect, although I am no one. To you that is. I can't be a friend given the current circumstances.

So this is goodbye.

Goodbye.
Kenneth Cheah
1st July 2008
10:36p.m.


I should actually write a few more of those letters. It really helps to get things off your chest although you know the other person would never read this. I can now stop living a lie.

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now playing:
  • Obvious - Faber Drive

They're scared of, his make-up
Tattoos and piercings
They say that, it's too bad
He won't amount to anything

They judge, by the way he looks (Woah)
The cover's not quite like the book
He's just, so misunderstood (Woah, woah woah)

'Cause it's so obvious
Theres nothing wrong with us
It's alright, we're alright
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made
It's so obvious
So just stop, blaming us because
It's not wrong to beat 'em
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes

She's 18, so sexy
She's never made love
So come friends, that saying
She sleeps with everyone

They judge, by the way she looks (woah)
The cover's not quite like the book
She's been, so misunderstood (woah, woah woah)
[
'Cause it's so obvious
Theres nothing wrong with us
It's alright, we're alright
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes your mother made
It's so obvious
So just stop, blaming us because
It's not wrong to beat 'em
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes youa mighta made

They judge, by the way we look (woah)
The cover's not quite like the book
We're just, so misunderstood (woah, woah woah)

It's so obvious
Theres nothing wrong with us
It's alright, we're alright
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made
It's so obvious
So just stop, blaming us because
It's not wrong to beat 'em
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made

(It's so obvious)
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made
(It's so obvious)
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes

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