Monday, July 21, 2008

getting over

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  • Like a Dog Chasing Cars - Hans Zimmer (The Dark Knight OST)

Someone said this to me very recently.

"I have gotten over it long ago." (Sorry for quoting you, rest assured who you are will be kept a secret.)

I really wonder, what exactly it is to have "gotten over something". How does it ever feel to get over the death of a love one, or to get over something as miserable?

I recently found XXX's blog, and it really... Well it's not a good feeling. All this while, when I'd thought it was all behind me, and all left far far away, or at least kept in a little jar I would never have to open again, its like the jar has been reopened, and the distance amounted to nothing. It's like a wound cut open again, over and over again.

Sometimes, I wish humans were born void of feelings. Then I thought again, without the ability to feel, how would we know how others were? Would we still be cavemen now, with the inability to feel curious so as to pursue the advancement of Science? Or maybe we'll all be just easily satisfied. Ah yes. Maybe I would rather all humans to be born easily satisfied. Like that, it doesn't really matter if we feel we have done enough, cause it definitely is.

Who am I kidding?

On a lighter/happier note. I love it. I really love it. I wanna (not really) make love to it if I could. It's. So. Good. I love it.

I'm of course talking about XXX XXXX XXXXXX!!!

Please ignore this completely if you felt it has been a meaningless post.

killed a couple more people at 2:12 am

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