Tuesday, August 05, 2008

cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

now playing:
  • The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script

Somehow, I talk to people with a happy tone, but deep inside, I'm hurt, I'm crying, but I have to put a smile on that face of mine. Maybe I don't wanna make the rest like me, maybe I just don't want to show the rest my other side. This blog may be the only place that you hear me emo-talk as I try to put a smile on my e-face, not really wanting the world to cry with me.

Somehow, I'm not using my emo blog anymore (don't bother trying to find it). I'm using this blog itself as an outlet, because somehow, I find it easier to know that someone will read it, not that I want people to know, but the fact that I'm not keeping it to myself. I think.

Its like, the fact that my song lyrics actually... Never reflect how I'm feeling. So to people who always read into them, no point. Look at the real posts. They tell the real story.

Somehow these days, I have finally found the passion to blog again, but somehow, unlike the last time when I had this drive, I'm writing more of my thoughts, rather than what I have done, making this more of the ideal blog I have always wanted, rather than some "Oh today I had a drive around orchard" kinda blog. (No offence to those kinds of blogs, its still a great read.)

I'm sorry I bore all of you out. I just had to type something.

Cause one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll never see me waiting for you on the corner of the street. Never.

killed a couple more people at 11:23 pm

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