Wednesday, September 24, 2008

the dreaded life of an instant noodle strand

now playing:
  • Don't Forget - Demi Lovato

Another Wednesday, and another day with nothing to do (I have no lessons on Wednesday.) So here I am again, in my room with nothing to do. I'll probably have a bigger post tomorrow given... Well you'll see...

Oh, I'm on a course of de-addiction right now, so don't offer me any caffeine. Or food. Hehs. I meant tempt me with instant noodles (I just ate last night and there goes my diet D=).

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Monday, September 22, 2008

did you forget

now playing:
  • Don't Forget - Demi Lovato


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Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
please don't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

God, help her.

now playing:
  • Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden

Once again, I have to take refuge on my blog. I'm supposed to be doing my work, but at the moment I'm too pissed with how immature and how childish my sister is acting to do anything. Somehow she just can't understand the gravity of the situation she is presenting, and that she's much more fortunate than most of her classmates. Yet, she thinks she's Miss High and Mighty, and all she does all day is to idolize her stupid (Yes, I'm going to say he is stupid with no basis on his IQ or what not, as only stupid people become stars with crazy fan girls over them. No offense to anyone, but I'm really really really pissed with my sister right now.) idol. Its gone out of hand. I honestly feel like taking a knife tonight and stabbing it into her heart, and tada! No more problems. Tomorrow you'll see me in the newspapers though. Somehow, she just can't give herself a limit as to how infatuated she can get with this stupid guy.

I just wish she'll start seeing things properly. She thinks that me and my mom are against her, and that she's always in the right, all her friends are the perfect ideal friends. We have no idea what she does every Sunday when she claims she's out studying with her friends or what not. Well. Claims. Its absolutely ridiculous to hear that "Oh, I'm studying at McDonald's.". That place is a fast-food restaurant. People walk in and out of there all the time, making it possibly one of the most distracting places to study, take it from the guy who tried studying at the airport once and came back with nothing.

Somehow, most of my friends have problems with their older siblings, I however have the biggest headaches with my younger sister.

This is getting so stupid. She's getting so far from God, yet she laments that she can't "speak in tongues anymore". Its absolutely ridiculous when I see some of her blog posts. Oh, I bet she's reading this right now, and she's gonna say I'm not doing my work or something and make it look like I'm trying to blame her for everything again. Sometimes, I'm just glad there's hostel. So I don't have to care for my sister anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love my sister, just not the way she is.

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Afraid to fall

now playing:
  • I Want It All - Ashley Tisdale and Lucas Grabeel

Its no secret I have a secret blog out there. I'm not about to say where it is of course because of all the very secretive stuff I keep there, but its funny... I sometimes wonder why do I never add a "Blog Locked" sign on it, so that no one will actually attempt to access it. Maybe its because I feel much better knowing that with someone being able to read it, it doesn't matter who it is, so long as its someone I don't know, I haven't kept things to myself as I usually do.

Oh, with this I urge you all to not try to find the blog at all, for my own personal reasons.

Oh, and I'm trying to start something here. I'm having my library put on "Shuffle" and I'll write a story right till the point I include the title of the song. Then, I'll play the next song and do the same thing. Probably will be a failure, like all my other stories. Songs are in BOLD.
"Can I Have This Dance?", he asked her. Her, the one who had strut across the dancefloor. To him, she was a vision. Not to his friends. To them, she was just another plain Jane. To him however, she was heaven.

"Oh... Umm... Alright..."

He held her hand and walked her into the limelight. Arms on her waist, she twirled simply and with little expertise, tripping right and left over her feet, for all that was on her mind was the fact that she was dancing with Joe. The main jock. The life of the party. That guy.

That familiar piano intro played. "Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find..."

She started to hum slowly to the tune, twirling slowly in his arms, at this point in which everyone had turned to stare at the odd couple.

"So when you're near me darling can't you hear me, SOS..." the music played.

"Don't you just love classics like that?", Joe whispered, his mouth close to her ear.

She gulped down and almost choked as she tried to answer him. Oh, why was it so hard for her to just answer one simple question of his.

"You know, I've always wondered what it would be like... For someone to be dancing... Here With Me... Someone who I can dance with freely, not to be around all that noise, all of that...", Joe said again.

... to be continued

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

i'm sorry

now playing:
  • Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

And the last time I blogged was... The 11th of September. Wow.

I just heard the most retarded announcement ever.

"Sorry for the interruption. The fire alarm testing is over." - The heavily-laden-with-a-distinct-Singapore-Accent Uncle sounding kinda guy.

Anyways, I just had 2 papers today. Statistics from 10:00a.m. - 11:00p.m. and then Inorganic Chemistry from 11:00p.m. - 12:00p.m.

And I just about died after the Inorganic Chemistry paper.

Eh. Nope. I didn't die. I fell from the 99th floor of some 10m-high-per-level building, fell into a vat of toxic waste, came out as a mutated freak of nature, and then got ran over by a car. Yep. That's about it, unless you want to add the whole WWIII sequence in.

You know, I sometimes wish things didn't bring back memories. I wish I had or someone invented something that would really brainwash (or partially, depending on which part you want gone) you. Kind of like the Haitian. Hehs.

Oh can you tell I'm Heroes frenzy-fied?

I now know what Sylar really does with the brains.

22nd September! Yay!

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Thursday, September 11, 2008

yay

now playing:
  • Let Me Know - NLT

Went to donate blood today.

Quite an enriching experience if you ask me... Hehs...

First, they would apply local anesthetic to the arm, and you can actually see your whole arm have a small bubble underneath the skin, which actually looks VERY freaky. Very freaky, cause you feel like its going to explode any minute. The injection doesn't hurt. The thing they put in you does. Hehs.

Following that, they would cover it so you don't have to bear the painful sight (Hehs... The sight is quite pain...), following which they would put the needle in and... No pain!

Sit and wait for 5-15 minutes depending on the flow of your blood.

And voila! You have human blood in a pack.

Serves 1. Enjoy.

Hehs.

Seriously speaking though, I didn't have any complications... Luckily enough... Not gonna name names, but some people were unfortunate enough to actually have the needle poked somewhere where the anesthetic was not applied. Ouch.

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Tuesday, September 09, 2008

guilttt

now playing:
  • The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning - Smashing Pumpkins

I just got told the needle for blood donation is about as big as Vitagen/Yakult straw. I hope its the Vitagen, cos its smaller. I'm now scared, but still very excited =D

On the other hand, tomorrow is Photo Taking. Maybe I should style my hair. Hmm...

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Monday, September 08, 2008

I know you're reading this.

now playing:
  • Shine - Matthew Jordan

I'm utterly disappointed in my sister. I'm not angry, I'm not sad. I'm just disappointed.

I thought of her much better.

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Saturday, September 06, 2008

its there! again!

now playing:
  • Better In Time - Leona Lewis

Well, NJRC is finally over. Relieved and quite glad.

Now, its time to get back to the Pyramid of homework D=

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Friday, September 05, 2008

i hate this feeling.

now playing:
  • So What - P!nk

I'm supposed to be doing this banner like thing for Robotics tomorrow (technically its later today), but somehow I just can't find the artistic sense to express it out nicely.

You know, somehow I can't tell anyone else how much I miss you just because of the special relationship we had.

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now playing:
  • That Girl - Drew Seeley

I'm not creative, not an art student, nor a biology student. Yet, here I am having to design a whole piece of A2 paper with different leaves, like I can even think of that many leaves.

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Tuesday, September 02, 2008

I need a time turner!

now playing:
  • That Girl - Drew Seeley

I feel very guilty. Cause today is the first day I'm back early this holidays, and all I've done is... Nothing D=

And this is what I have:


I think that's all...

Ahh!
Where do I find the time D=

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